a dark hole and Seth Meyers conducts a symphony
I am back from quite a long hiatus. I am working on a few episodes for the channel. But first, let us just talk. The last two years were probably THE MOST difficult period of time in my entire life. I lost my dearest friend and my mother within three days of each other; I honestly do not have many friends. When you take these two events, with their own stories and timelines, and add my own personal timeline and experience of these two events you'll get what I call "sliding down the never-ending dark hole of negativity and self-hate". Just put all that and throw in the ogre that lived in my mother's house, two kids who lost their grandmother and a bunch of mental and physical health problems into a cauldron and light it up and there you have it, the road that led me to moment. It led me to re-evaluate my life and question my motivations. If you want to learn more about that part of my life, chec k out mytgurl's dark world where I talk about myself and complain